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“I can’t do it on my own.”
Warm metal against his palm and their fingers intertwined over the trigger; a gunshot and then her grip goes slack, blood spraying across his face.
*
Bobby wakes with a gasp, drenched in his own sweat. Bile rises in his throat, his chest feeling constricted, too tight, and he scrambles for the opening on his tent. He barely makes it out in time before he’s retching up a meager dinner eaten just hours before.
It isn’t the first time he’s gone through this and he knows it won’t be the last. Rubbing his tired eyes, he grabs a new set of clothes from his tent and goes to clean himself up. Afterwards, he heads to one of the outposts.
Danny frowns at him when Bobby comes into view but he doesn’t ask before handing over his gun and a canister of coffee.
“Are you sure?” He asks dubiously. “I could stay.”
“Get lost, kid,” Bobby says, waving. “One of us might as well sleep tonight.”
Pity flickers in Danny’s eyes and Bobby turns away, unwilling to acknowledge it. He hears the soft crunch of underbrush beneath Danny’s feet as he walks away. Eventually, he’s too far away to hear and then Bobby is left alone in the dark once again. With a sigh, he plops down at the base of a tree, leaning back against it as he settles the gun over his lap and the coffee by his side.
A light breeze blows, ruffling his hair and clothes, and goosebumps ripple across his skin. The side and base of his neck tingles as though someone has just breathed on him.
“You need to sleep eventually, you know,” a soft female voice says in his ear and Bobby closes his eyes tightly. When he doesn’t reply, she admonishes, “Coach.”
It takes him several seconds to get up the courage but finally, he turns his head and opens his eyes and there she is; Desdemona.
“You can’t keep going on like this.”
He knows, logically, that she isn’t real. She’s nothing but a memory, a figment borne of guilt and loss and loneliness. It’s hard to remember that when they’re - he, when he’s alone. He hears her voice and sees her face and it’s as good as it is bad.
“Are you ever going to leave me alone?” He asks and he’s not sure if he’s talking about her nagging or her presence.
She smiles sadly at him. “Not until you want me to.”
Sigh, he looks away, leaning his head back against the tree. His eyes move skyward to the canopy of trees above them, the stars barely visible through their branches.
“Better make yourself comfortable,” he says finally. “You’ll be here awhile.”
The wind blows again and it feels like a huff of laughter on his skin.
“I don’t mind.”
Written for the first bonus challenge of the Mating Games. :)
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John sighs and rubs at his eyes, trying to ease the pulsing ache behind them. He's dealt with a lot over the years. He's survived a lot. All of the things that have happened and it's the new crop of deputies that make him doubt how longevity. Picking up the so-called report on his desk, he stalks to his office door and throws it open, scanning the station. He spots a dark ponytail across the room and narrows his eyes.
"Greenberg!" He shouts.
She whirls around to face him, hair swaying behind her. When she sees who has called her name, a dubiously innocent expression crosses her face.
"Yes, sir?" She calls back.
He tears up the report and throws it up in the air, letting the pieces float to the ground. Her innocent expression flickers for a moment and then lands on confusion and damn if John doesn't have to give her credit for that. She is one hell of an actress.
He huffs. "Stop trying to arrest Finstock!"
Parrish, standing beside his rookie partner, gives her an incredulous look and says, "again?"
He doesn't say so out loud but John agrees with the sentiment. Every week, it's the same damn thing; a new report, a new accusation thrown at Bobby Finstock, a new request for an arrest warrant. An arrest warrant, of all things.
If it was just the reports, he might write it off as an overzealous rookie trying to prove something. But it's not. It's not just the official reports, it's not just Greenberg, because every week, Finstock comes in to file some sort of complaint about her.
A complaint that never has anything to do with her report.
It's like a game with these two and John never agreed to be the damn referee.
Greenberg smiles innocently at her partner and with a roll of his eyes, John trudges back into his office. His door closes on the delighted laughter she couldn't keep contained.
Prompt: I don't remember if it was you that once said you liked the idea of Greenberg and Lydia... if it was, maybe something with that. something with sassy Lydia maybe?
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Lydia steps out onto her front porch, thankful that she remembered to grab a jacket when the cool night air wraps around her. In the dim glow of the porchlight, she spots a pair of black boots against the pavement and the gleam of chrome off to the side.
It only takes that to kick her heartbeat up a notch, excitement bubbling in her chest. She pushes back her shoulders and walks down the steps, hoping to seem less interested than she actually is. Her eyes adjust to the darkness the further she gets away from the light and then she sees it; the shape of black motorcycle blending in with the night, the lean body reclining against it. Tattooed, pierced, and dressed up in leather, Desdemona Greenberg is a parent’s worst nightmare.
She grins like she knows exactly what kind of picture she makes and Lydia feels her stomach flip.
“Ready to go?” Desdemona asks.
This close, Lydia can see her chosen attire for the evening; dark jeans and a ripped t-shirt underneath her jacket that teases a hint of cleavage. Resolutely, Lydia looks away, the heat rising in her cheeks.
“I thought I told you no more t-shirts.” She huffs. “You can’t even call that proper clothes.”
Desdemona laughs. “Maybe,” she agrees good-naturedly. She leans closer as if to share a secret, her breath ghosting across Lydia’s cheek and making her shiver as she adds, “but you want me out of them faster than the others.”
Lydia feels her blush deepen and she glances down at her hands, watching her fingers pick at the cuff of her sleeve. Smiling coyly, she glances back up through her lashes.
“I like the way you think.”
Mate-scent was something his family talked about often.
“You’ll know it when you scent it, sweetie,” his mother used to say and she was, of course, right.
Derek knows the moment he finds his mate.
( Read more... )—
“I made a complete idiot out of myself, Lyds,” Stiles says tiredly.
He nurses his third cup of coffee that morning and yet still feels no closer to being a functioning adult. His mind is foggy and slow, despite sleeping through the previous afternoon and evening, well into the night. He already knows that today won’t be a good writing day.
Lydia’s sigh echoes through the computer speakers, her expression on his screen one of fond exasperation. She sips primly from a cup of tea, staring at him from over the rim.
“Sweetie,” she says as she lowers the cup. “How many times have I told you not to go out in public in that state?”
“I was hungry.” He defends. “What was I supposed to do?”
“Order in,” she replies dismissively. “Now stop distracting me with tales of gorgeous men and tell me why I haven’t gotten the next part to the book yet.”
Stiles winces. “Derek’s not cooperating with me anymore,” he admits. “He’s suddenly decided that Alex isn’t enough.”
Lydia blinks, unimpressed, and takes another small sip from her tea cup.
“You can’t force love, Stiles,” she tells him patiently. “If your character no longer has feelings for the love interest then give him a new love interest. Does he have someone in mind or is this a general feeling?”
Stiles feels his body relaxing. He always feels better about his writing when he talks with Lydia. Saying things like my characters won’t cooperate and he doesn’t like his love interest anymore makes him feel a little crazy - and to anyone outside the profession, it sounds crazy - but Lydia understands. She always has.
“Ira,” he replies. “He’s thinking about Ira right now.”
Lydia doesn’t reply right away, her head tilting to the side as she contemplates this. She nods slowly. “I can see that,” she says finally. “Write him with Ira.”
“But Alex is supposed to be his love interest!” Stiles cries. “We discussed this in detail during the first book! I can’t just change it now.”
“Of course you can.” She rolls her eyes. “Derek is a werewolf, Stiles, it’s not that hard to believe that his instincts would pull him in a different direction.”
Stiles blinks. “His instincts?”
She sighs and looks away from him, fiddling with something on her computer screen. After a moment, she begins typing.
“I’m e-mailing you the name of a book,” she tells him. “It’s a little hard to find but lucky for you, the only bookstore actually in Beacon Hills happens to have an entire section dedicated to obscure texts. Find it and read it; it’s all about werewolf mates. Everything you need to know about naturally transitioning Derek from Alex to Ira is in that book.”
“The only bookst— you want me to go back to the scene of the crime?” He asks incredulously. “I can’t go back there! I can never face him again!”
She stares at him blankly. “You will if you want to finish this book.”
Sometimes, he regrets ever becoming be friends with her.
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Jared heaves a frustrated sigh, frowning.
He sits at their family table, frowning at a large cluster of action figures that are set up in some sort of significant order that he has yet to figure out. Each of them has a tag on top of their head and a name or title written on it; a helpful guide. Beside him, Desdemona waits for him to catch up, patient as ever.
“None of this makes any sense.”
“It makes perfect sense,” she says calmly. “Scott is the Hulk and Allison is Hawkeye -”
“I can see all of that!” Jared tells her, a little too loudly. “I’m talking about werewolves and banshees -”
“And kanimas and kitsunes,” his sister cuts in. With a smile, she adds, “oh my.”
Jared shakes his head. “This isn’t funny, Des. If this is some kind of joke, it isn’t funny.”
Desdemona pushes away from the table, scooting her chair back to face her brother. She hooks a leg around his chair and does the same to him until they’re facing one another. Jared looks like he’s stuck somewhere between anger and unadulterated fear and it makes something in her chest tighten.
This was never how it was supposed to be. She stumbled upon this accidentally; because Scott and Stiles talked too loudly and no one ever noticed her and everything was right there.
She never meant for Jared to get involved. He was supposed to be separate from the supernatural underbelly of their town; he was supposed to be clueless and safe. So much for that.
“Listen to me.” She takes his hands into hers, squeezing them tightly. “I know it’s hard to believe and I promise you, I’ll give you proof. But for thirty minutes today, I didn’t know whether or not I’d lose you to a bomb built by a trickster spirit. You need to know this stuff so that you can be cautious when I’m not around, alright?”
Something must show in her eyes because he relaxes, saying quietly, “it’s not your job to protect me, you know.”
“You must’ve skipped that chapter in the sibling handbook,” she replies. “It’s definitely a big sister’s job to protect.”
“You’re not that much older.” He bumps their foreheads together playfully as they both smile; the familiar argument is comforting now. He takes a deep breath and then turns back to the action figures. “Okay, tell me again.”
Prompt: werewolf Stiles with blue eyes
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Stiles doesn’t speak to anyone for a week.
He doesn’t go to school, he doesn’t leave the house; hell he doesn’t even leave his bed. He just lays there and stares at the wall. If he stays still, he thinks. If he pretends the rest of the world isn’t continuing on outside of his four walls, then it isn’t real. None of it will be real, just so long as he doesn’t move.
Scott tries to come by only once; Stiles alternates between a threatening growl - he can growl now - and a hurt whine until he leaves. The only person he allows in the room with him is his dad and that’s because Stiles needs his scent.
His dad is quickly becoming his anchor, even though Stiles doesn’t mean for him to be. He should follow Melissa’s advice and be his own anchor but he doesn’t feel stable enough for that yet.
Even so, Stiles can’t bring himself to look at his dad. He doesn’t have control of his shifts yet and he doesn’t want his dad to see. No one can see; not when they all know what it means.
Stiles feels like he’s been locked in his self-imposed prison for a lifetime when change happens.
Some distant part of his mind registers the doorbell downstairs and then the conversation in low voices but none of it penetrates the fog until his bedroom door opens and a dozen different scents assault him. His heartbeat kicks up a notch, panic gripping him when he feels the bed dip at least five different spots.
Scott appears in front of him, sliding into the space in front of Stiles just as an arm slides around his waist, a hard body slotting in behind him; Derek’s scent wraps around him, mixing with Scott’s as they push closer into Stiles.
“It’s okay,” Scott soothes, pushing a leg between Stiles’. “It’s just us.”
Stiles wants to protest - they aren’t just, they’ve never been just - but he finds that he can’t remember how to talk, not yet. Someone lays over their feet, wrapping a warm, delicate hand around Stiles’ ankle. The bed keeps moving, one body after another piling in, and Stiles can smell them all; his friends, his pack, coming to join him.
He doesn’t know how they all fit in the bed but somehow, they do. Limbs tangle and bodies press together until it’s hard to tell which limb is even his anymore.
His eyes suddenly burn with unshed tears and he can’t see Scott’s face anymore but Stiles feels him when their foreheads press together.
“It’s okay,” Scott repeats and then a hand squeezes Stiles’ wrist.
From somewhere behind him, Boyd says, “we’re here for you.”
“And we’re not leaving,” Allison and Lydia say together. After them, Isaac and Erica add, “not until you’re ready to leave.”
A choked sob escapes him but even in this, he isn’t alone. Hands are everywhere on his body, touching him, holding him as he finally lets everything out.
Derek’s soft voice tells him, “it’s going to be okay,” as a hand cards through his hair and for the first time, Stiles thinks that might be true.
He’ll be okay.
Horns honk loudly, the rise of displeased voices drawing everyone’s attention to the student parking lot. Greenberg pauses on the sidewalk, tilting her head curiously as she watches Stiles Stilinski fall out of his jeep, rushing to help the older man sprawled out on the ground in front of it. The scent of wolfsbane is heavy in the air and has been for most of the day; she now knows why.
When Stilinski kneels by the man’s side, a thick cloud of blue smoke appears between them, pulsing rhythmically; a heartbeat all its own. McCall turns up a moment later and the three of them seem to have some sort of disagreement but Greenberg is no longer paying attention to them; she’s more interested in the cloud.
Beside her, Finstock groans. “Don’t even think about it,” he hisses, trying to keep his voice low lest a passing student overhear them.
“How can I not?” She asks, turning to look at him. Her eyes are bright with this new possibility. “Look at that potential.”
It’s beautiful, really. Looking at them now, they’re not friends. They’re not even allies. It’s obvious in the way they react to the other’s presence in their space, the glares and scoffs; they can hardly stand to be near each other. It doesn’t stop Stilinski from helping McCall lift him up, though.
They don’t like each other but Stilinski is going to help him - an injured werewolf that could turn feral at any moment - and keep him safe while McCall finds a cure. No matter his feelings, Stilinski won’t let him die.
The smoke dissipates as McCall pulls the man away, setting him into the passenger seat of the Jeep. When Stilinski slides in on the other side, it reappears between them.
As they drive off, Greenberg turns to look at her partner, grinning wildly. The wheels in her head have already begun to turn, eyes bright with possibility.
Finstock sighs. “Retirement means absolutely nothing to you, does it?”
“Forced retirement is different than actual retirement,” she says sweetly. “Besides, a Cupid’s job is never done.”
Prompt: Psych AU with the Greenberg siblings as Shawn & Gus and Coach as Lassie.
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“Are you insane?” Jared asks as they step out of Sheriff Stilinski’s office.
Desdemona hardly pays him any attention, too caught up in the possibilities that have just opened up to them. The Sheriff, while skeptical, has agreed to let them work on a kidnapping case. It’s everything she’s ever dreamed of.
Jared, as always, brings her back down to Earth. He pushes at her shoulder, forcing her to turn and face him. His face is blotchy and red with anger, his breathing uneven as he prepares himself to berate his sister. Poor Jared hates confrontation, especially with his sister, and Desdemona would be lying if she said she didn’t usually use it to her advantage. It’s a wonder Jared still likes to be around her at all.
“You just lied to the police!” He hisses. “Do you know how much trouble we’ll both be in if they find out?”
“Then they won’t find out,” Desdemona says placatingly, resting her hands on his shoulders. “We’ve got this, baby bro. Let’s show them how great our detective skills actually are.”
“Showing that is one thing, Des,” Jared replies. “Telling them it’s because of psychic visions is a completely different game.”
“Hey!”
They both turn to see Detective Finstock marching their way, looking livid. Desdemona grins and it doesn’t falter in the slightest when Finstock backs her up against the wall. She looks, if possible, even more delighted.
“I know you’re lying, Greenberg,” he tells her angrily, jabbing a finger in her shoulder. “I’m going to find proof and when I do, I’ll be the one arresting you. D’you hear me?”
“Yes,” she says, nodding seriously. “But my question is: will you use those handcuffs for any fun reasons?”
Jared sucks in a surprised breath as Finstock sputters indignantly and Desdemona laughs, slipping away from where he had her boxed in.
As she walks away, Jared scrambling to keep up, she thinks, first point goes to me; let the games begin, Detective.
Prompt: Can you write single!dad Derek? One where Kate got pregnant (and the fire happened), so Derek and the baby took off. (This is not a pairing fic, though.)
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They talked about going back to Beacon Hills often, he and Laura.
“We could rebuild it,” she used to say. “We could start over.”
Derek never thought that going back home would mean finding Laura’s severed body. He never thought it would mean having to bury yet another family member in the shadow of the burnt shell of his home. He made Ava stay in the car until he was finished, smoothing dirt over the spiraled rope covering his sister’s grave.
When it was done, he took his daughter’s hand and helped her out of the Camaro, bringing her to say goodbye to her Alpha.
“Why did Aunt Laura die?” Ava asked, frowning at the freshly turned dirt.
“Because there are bad people in this world,” Derek said softly, touching her dark hair. “And they do bad things sometimes.”
“Oh.” She looked up at Derek. “Does that mean we’re going to get a new Alpha?”
“No. I think it’ll be just you and me for a while.” He tickled her neck gently. “Is that okay? Do you think you’ll get tired of me?”
“No, silly!”
She giggled, grinning, and Derek felt the empty spaces inside of his chest warm. He could do this, he thought. He could live just for her.
“What do you think,” he asked, looking up at the house. “Do you think we can rebuild it?”
“Duh.” Ava knocks her head against his stomach. “Aunt Laura said that daddies can do anything; they’re superheroes.”
Derek smiled sadly at the memory; of Ava, just turned five, crying over a scraped knee and Laura telling her that a daddy’s kiss could heal it.
Before he could say anything else, a sound caught their attention. The crack of twigs and crunch of leaves echoed in the distance, two boys traipsing through the woods and talking about werewolves. Derek remembered the inhaler he’d found not far from his sister’s body, still stuffed in his jacket pocket.
“Who is that?” Ava asked.
“I don’t know,” he said, looking down at her. “Why don’t we go find out?”
Prompt: Chris/Sheriff/Melissa RP date night. Chris is the nurse, Stilinski is the hunter, Melissa is the sheriff.
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Melissa fiddled with the utility belt around her waist, sighing in annoyance when she couldn’t get it to buckle properly. It was heavy in her hands, weighed down by everything that John usually carried in it because Chris said, “it’s more authentic that way.” She regretted ever listening to him.
From the bathroom, she heard her two men arguing.
“Oh my God!” John exclaimed, his voice shooting two octaves higher than usual. “You put your gun there?”
“One of them, yes,” Chris said nonchalantly. “I won’t make you wear them all, though.”
John huffed. “Well, thank God for that.”
“Are you two almost ready in there?” She shouted. Giving up on the belt, she dumped it on the edge of bed and went to knock on the door. “Or are you planning on cutting me out?”
The door swung open to reveal them both, John looking mighty uncomfortable in Chris’ clothing and Chris…wearing her scrubs. Her expression darkened.
“I told you to get your own!” Melissa hissed at him. “You’re stretching them out.”
“Good.” Chris smiled that slow, devious smile that made her fall in love with him in the first place. He looked utterly satisfied with himself. “You’ll think of me every time you wear them.”
“I’m not letting you ruin my work clothes,” she said. “Take them off!”
Chris laughed. “Oh, they’ll come off soon, don’t worry.”
He picked her up and tackled her to the bed, the utility belt falling off as they bounced. John appeared at Chris’ shoulder a moment later and when she saw the two of them grinning, side by side, she thought, what the hell.
She could always buy new scrubs later.
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“Listen to the musn’ts, child, listen to the don’ts.”
A girl in a lacrosse jersey sits in a cramped hospital room.
Propped up on her knees, there rests a children’s book of poems; her favorite, though no one has ever asked. The book is aged and worn, the spine frayed and cracked. When opened, the pages fall naturally to one poem in particular.
It is this page, this poem, that the girl reads from.
The nurses all know her. They have grown to recognize her over the past weeks; her face, her voice, her poem. She is a constant now.
Every day after school, she stops by the hospital. Sometimes, she brings an extra visitor; other times, she brings flowers. More often than not, however, she comes alone and with only her book in tow.
No one else visits that particular patient without her.
“Listen to the shouldn’ts, the impossibles, the won’ts.”
Every day, the same words.
Most of the staff can recite her poem by heart now. They’ve all been witness to her vigil, have heard her recite it in a quiet, soothing voice. It isn’t just a poem anymore; not to them and not to her.
It’s a plea, a demand. It’s a prayer repeated every day and never with less conviction than the day before.
“Listen to the never haves, then listen close to me.”
The doctors say that blood loss is the culprit.
They also say it’s unlikely this particular patient will ever wake up again. The longer he stays under, the more it seems they’re right. The nurses try to tell her this - kindly, always kindly - but just as kindly, their efforts are rebuked. She doesn’t accept their pitying looks or their sad smiles.
She just sits in that cramped little room and reads her poem, day after day.
“Anything can happen, child —”
The bedclothes rustle, fingers twitching against the mattress, and for the first time, her words falter.
The words die on her lips and she sits frozen, staring as tired, unfocused eyes blink open. They flit about the room, taking in their surroundings, and then land on her. Their eyes meet for the first time since a sunny day in the woods, when her hands were bloodstained and an arrow in his stomach took him away from the world.
His brows furrow in confusion.
“Greenberg?”
Her solemn expression breaks, replaced by a brilliant smile. “Hey, Coach.”
Anything can be.
Part One
*
It takes maybe three seconds for Stiles to decide that he can’t live with this particular embarrassment. He can’t live with being known as that creepy, perverted stalker guy in a stranger’s mind.
Prompt (from kedreeva): GREENSTOCK CUDDLES. GIRL!GREENBERG. MOVIE. OR MORNING WAKE UP CUDDLES. BREAKFAST MAKING CUDDLES. SOME KIND OF CUDDLES. AND A JOKE ABOUT HOW SHE SHOULD NOT HAVE HIS NUMBER.
This turned into a prequel/companion piece to the zombie AU, Her Eyes (As We Said Our Goodbyes). I believe chasingshhadows calls it “deceptive fluff.”
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Their camp is nomadic, always on the move because they know it’s safer that way. Staying in any one place too long lulls everyone into a false sense of security and that’s how friends are lost.
Still, no matter where they move, there are things that stay the same. When the days still scorch but the nights begin to chill, their sprawling encampment starts moving inward. Everyone knows that winter means the Big Tent - a hulking, massive structure wide enough to house everyone, the only way to truly keep warm - but until then, there’s this. Friends and family moving into together again, sleeping close to find warmth during the night.
Well. It’s not always friends and family.
*
Bobby glares balefully up at Greenberg.
She stands at the opening of his tent, blanket and pillow gathered in her arms, the flickering light from someone else’s fire dancing in her hair. It casts shadows across her face while illuminating his own and Bobby feels distinctly at a disadvantage, unable to see her expression. It doesn’t help that he’s already in bed, sitting on the ground while she stands. Somehow, she always gains the upper hand.
Still, he won’t be so easily swayed. “No,” he says firmly.
He doesn’t have to see her face to know that she’s rolling her eyes; he can feel the ridicule rolling off her in waves. He doesn’t actually blame her, though he’ll never say that out loud. They have the same fight every winter and every winter, he loses.
“It’s cold,” she says patiently. “And no one else likes you enough to make sure you don’t die of hypothermia, so just scoot over.”
“I’m not cuddling you, Greenberg, go back to your tent,” he hisses.
“That’s terribly sexist of you to assume you’ll be cuddling me.” Her voice is overly loud, enough to draw the attention of whoever’s near. It’s a dirty, underhanded tactic; he’s secretly proud. “I seem to remember once or twice last year when you were the little spoon, asshole.”
There’s a burst of noise from behind her - guffaws, muffled laughter, and too-loud shushes - and Greenberg turns to look, her pleased smile illuminated by the firelight.
“Damn it, Greenberg, just get in here!”
She laughs and tosses her stuff inside, climbing through the tent’s opening. As she zips it up, she says to him, “knew you’d see it my way.”
“You’re a thorn in my side,” he says, laying down and turning onto his side, facing away from her.
It doesn’t deter her in the slightest. She throws her blanket over the one he’s already using and then slides under them both, pressing against his back. She throws her arm over her side and then he feels her socked toes press up against his calves; he takes a moment to silently thank whatever God there is that he doesn’t have to suffer through cold feet.
“Little spoon,” she whispers playfully.
He huffs. “Go to sleep, Greenberg.”
She laughs again, pressing a loud, exaggerated kiss to his cheek.
“Good night, Cupcake.”
In the darkness, Bobby settles a hand on her wrist, squeezing briefly as he allows himself a small smile. It’s weird for him, sharing a bed with his former student, but Greenberg never lets him think too much about it. She never acts differently and she never lets him, barreling down his defenses until all he can do is act normal.
They fall asleep like that and Bobby will never tell her this but he always sleeps better on cold nights, when he can be lulled to sleep by the even rhythm of her breathing.
*
The next winter, there’s no fight because there’s no Greenberg. All he has to keep him warm are his memories and regrets and a small glass vial filled with ash that hangs around his neck.
Two-for-one special! They just complemented each other so well I couldn't separate them. :x Hope you don't mind. (Also, I'm warning you now. This is fairly ridiculous. But I had a lot of fun writing it, so. Y'know. No regrets.)
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“Call me crazy,” Greenberg says, “but I think he’s actually graduated to out-and-out stalking.”
She doesn’t need to elaborate further, they both know who she’s talking about, and Stiles looks down at his coffee cup, obviously pleased with this progress.
Across the expanse of the coffee shop, Derek sits in his corner and scowls at her; no doubt he heard her, even over the bustle of the shop. She smiles, cheeky, and waves at him because, really, he’s not supposed to like her, anyways, so why not?
His scowl deepens and Greenberg can’t be certain but she thinks she spots a flash of red in his eyes. None of it’s subtle but it is a good sign.
“You’re actually asking to be eaten,” Stiles tells her and he sounds kind of impressed.
He’s sounded like that a lot since they started their little ruse but he isn’t the only one; Greenberg’s been genuinely surprised to find how well they mesh. It’s what makes the whole thing believable once people get past the initial shock and it’s what makes her such a threat to Derek Hale.
Basically, they’re both devious little shits. Too bad they have no interest in each other.
Stiles’ comment is one that would usually make her preen, say thank you, maybe even offer a compliment back. All the things done under normal circumstances. Derek’s listening into their conversation, though, and they have a goal here that isn’t actually figuring out they’d probably be pretty decent friends if they cared to be. So instead of normal, she sets her sight on Stiles and leans across the table, letting her demeanor slide into something more sensual.
“Will you be doing the eating, tiger?” She asks huskily, giving him her best - and most exaggerated, honestly - come hither look.
Stiles stares at her, open-mouthed like he can’t believe she went there, and if that weren’t gratifying enough, the sound of something cracking echoes from across the room.
She doesn’t look up right away, just in case, but when she finally does, Derek’s nowhere to be seen and there’s an employee standing over his table, fuming. She flops back in her seat and takes a sip of coffee, grinning.
Any day now, that werewolf will get his head out of his ass and make a move on Stiles. Any day now.
Until then, well. No harm in having fun, right?
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There wasn’t time for this. Rogue hunters were just outside of the school, prepared to have it as their battleground in the dispute they’ve started with the town’s werewolves. Plans were about to be set in motion and caught amidst it all was Coach. Greenberg’s main concern should’ve been - was - keeping him safe. It just would make things a lot easier if she could look away from the older wolf that came with McCall and Stilinski.
He was familiar, a face that she recognized but couldn’t quite place. It felt important, though. She needed to remember how she knew his face.
“What is it?” asked Coach, stationed at her side as always. He tried to be quiet, discreet, as he asked but in a room full of werewolves it was an impossible task.
No one else save Lydia had the ability to see her and neither she nor Coach had divulged Greenberg’s presence yet. With no other explanation, the wolves began subconsciously closing ranks, scanning the room for whatever threat had Coach speaking up.
“What’s what?” Isaac countered urgently when none of them could spot the danger.
Lydia looked at Greenberg, silently raising her eyebrows.
“I know him,” Greenberg said softly and as she spoke those words, she felt the truth of them down to her very core. She knew him. But how?
Several things happened at once; Coach and Lydia both turned to look at the wolf in question and their attention brought everyone else’s but the most remarkable thing of all was watching the wolf cock his head to the side curiously.
She took a step towards him. “Can you hear me?”
The wolf blinked, his expression shifting, and then he glances around the room, looking for her; for the source of the voice he hears.
“Oh my God, you can, can’t you?”
“What’s going on?” Scott asked impatiently, looking between the three people that seemed to know.
Greenberg reached out to the wolf, tentatively touching him shoulder. He jerked back, shocked, but she wasn’t deterred.
“Do you know me?” She asked, a little desperately. She’d been stuck like this, between worlds, for what felt like years. The worst part was always not knowing her real name, not knowing her life before her death. “Do you recognize my voice?”
“Derek,” Lydia started to say to the wolf but the rest of it was lost on Greenberg.
Derek. Derek.
Oh God, she remembered.
A choked sob escaped her and she tried to fist her hands in his shirt, frustrated when she couldn’t.
“Derek,” She cried. “Derek, it’s me, it’s me. Why can't you see me? Look at me, Derek!"
The lights flickered, powered by her distress, and Greenberg - no, not Greenberg, that wasn’t her name - could hear the pack reacting behind her but she didn’t care what the thought, what they said. All she cared about was Derek.
She wasn’t sure what she did, exactly - will probably never know - but suddenly Derek wasn’t looking past her anymore.
He stared, grief-stricken, and said disbelievingly, “Laura?”
He always looks like that when he loses.
“How’d you do that?” He asks, glancing up at Ennis. His brows are furrowed, he’s angry but not at Ennis; at himself. He hates knowing that he missed something, that he wasn’t diligent enough.
It’s a difficult expression to stomach when an eleven year old is wearing it.
A car door slams outside, too quietly for Stiles to hear but Ennis picks up on it easily. He smiles, saved from answering, and says instead, “pack up, kid, your dad’s here.”
Stiles’ frown deepens, confusion swirling in his eyes, but it clears up a moment later when the doorbell rings. He cocks his head to the side, suspicious.
“How do you always know?” He asks even as he begins to pack up the board.
Ennis grins and taps his nose. “Trade secret,” he says as he gets up to answer the door.
As soon as the door’s open, his mate’s scent wafts into the house, curling around Ennis like a much beloved blanket. It’s the sweetest torture, scenting his mate again, but Ennis can’t even allow himself a moment to enjoy it when he catches sight of John.
Standing on the threshold, John stands with his hands resting on his hips, his shoulders slumped as if the weight of the world rests there. The day’s trials are clearly visible through the haggard expression on his handsome face and the tense line of his mouth. Some days are better than others for John; today is one of the bad days.
Ennis’ wolf whines inside of him, aching to to pull his mate closer, to touch and soothe him until he no longer looks worn down. He ignores his instincts, almost used to the dissatisfaction by now.
“Long day?” He asks instead, hoping to keep his voice steady, casual.
John smiles tiredly. “You have no idea.”
Footsteps come from behind Ennis and he moves out of the way just in time for Stiles to fly past him, launching himself at his father.
“Dad!”
“Hey, kiddo.” John’s smile becomes a little less tired and a little more genuine as he looks down at his son. “Have a good day?”
“Ennis beat me at chess again,” Stiles says darkly. “I think he cheats.”
“Stiles.”
Ennis laughs. “It’s fine.” He tells John and then to Stiles, he adds, “I’ve just had more practice. Try again tomorrow?”
“You’re on.”
“Thanks,” John says, nodding at Ennis. “For everything.”
It’s the same goodbye every evening and just like all the times before, Ennis gives him the same answer.
“I’m glad to do it.” Ennis smiles and hopes it’s not as brittle as he feels. “See you tomorrow.”
Watching his mate walk away with Stiles - their son, his wolf says even if that’s not quite true - is always the worst part of the day. When they’re gone, everything stops. He’s left standing in the foyer of an empty house with only the fading scents of his loved ones to keep him company. It’ll be almost another full day before he can pick out Stiles’ heartbeat coming down the road after school, before he spends a precious few hours with his mate’s son until John comes to pick him up again. He lives for those few hours, lives for the moment when he can see John again.
Nothing about it is ideal but with a lifetime of bad deeds behind him, Ennis knows it’s his punishment; living with his mate just out of reach.
After all, not everyone gets their happy ending.
It’s been three days.
Three days since Stiles fell prey to his own dabblings in magic, of research and no results. Three days since Derek has seen Stiles’ eyes open, amber depths looking at him with exasperation and fondness and, more often than not, annoyance.
Instead, he sees sickly pale skin, cheeks sunken in and dark circles under his closed eyes. He gets to watch the slow rise and fall of his chest, hear Stiles' sluggish heartbeat and the labored breaths and occasional whimpers that come from between his parted lips.
Stiles is dying. It’s that plain and simple. Whatever he did, whatever magic he attempted, it’s killing him now, and all that’s left is for them to watch him wither away. Nobody’s giving up on the research but they’ve lost hope; Derek’s seen it in their eyes when they come to visit.
None of them stay long, can’t stay long. Watching Stiles deteriorate is too painful for them - Scott, especially - but Derek can’t leave him. He’s constant, unmoving, a statue by Stiles’ side that lives off of each slow breath, each soft thump of his heart.
They can’t stay so of course none of them know about Peter’s visit; no doubt Peter timed it that way for a reason. They didn’t hear his low, silky voice spinning the tale that they’ve all wanted - needed - to hear.
You can save him.
The words echo in his ears, the same way they have since Peter first spoke them. As much as Derek wants to ignore them, to call Peter a liar, he can’t. Not if Peter’s right, not if he can save Stiles. His uncle has always had his own agenda and even though doubt sits heavy in Derek’s mind, it’s outweighed by the hope already settled in his chest.
He knows, without a doubt, that he’s going to do it. He also knows what Stiles' response would be.
“He killed your sister,” He'd shout, red-faced and breathless and beautiful in his righteous anger. “He’s psychotic, Derek, why are you letting him play with your head?”
“Because it’s you,” Derek answers out loud.
He grasps Stiles’ arm at the elbow, leaning over his prone form. “I can’t lose you, too,” he whispers and begins to suck out Stiles’ pain.
The transference is taxing and it only gets worse when he feels the pain of his power being forcibly taken away. He thinks he might’ve shouted - roared? - but he can’t be sure.
His vision swims, graying around the edges, and the last thing he sees before he passes out is Stiles’ eyes popping open for the first time in three days.
It makes everything worth it.